KNIFVD!

bunny / bunnypuff. they / them . 21+ . cst .hi ! i’m bunny . i'm 23 , a full time physics student & a barista . cst. egirl support main on league & val , iron in both games. i have a lot of mental health issues ( i struggle with BPD and PTSD along with anxiety ) , and can’t remember a lot of things from my childhood or teenage years . i space out a lot , and forget to respond , and sometimes i stop half way through a sentence . please just be patient with me and give me some time to figure it out . thanks for being patient with me , and checking out my blog :)the muses i write are from video games, movies, shows, and other fandoms . that being said , there will be mentions of abuse , self harm , suicide , ptsd , torture and other triggering content . things will be tagged accordingly before hand . there will be heavy horror on this blog . i've been writing / rping for around nine years , and my rules reflect my needs and wants based on past experiences .my bios are constantly under construction . please feel free to ask or dm me questions about the muses , i always love talking about them . i can be contacted on my discord , which is : @ soworakas .please let me know you came from here , otherwise i might ignore you. i am a content creator and have it posted on other social media.CURRENTLY TRACKING: #KNIFVD

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ORIGINAL CHARACTERS.

• katarina y. ♥ fandomless
• jaylina v. ♥ fandomless
• aiko i. ♥ haikyuu based
• yua s. ♥ haikyuu based
• hyun k. ♥ supernatural lore ; fandomless
• marina a. ♥ supernatural lore ; fandomless
• silas r. ♥ supernatural lore ; fandomless
• eight. ♥ supernatural lore ; fandomless

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KATARINA YEONG , an original character .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : katarina , kat by younger people or people she knows / trusts .
pronouns : she/her
age : 29 ( although she believed herself to be older for a hot minute because of the cult )
species : human
physicality : 5'9" . long , dyed pink hair . always wearing heels . full cheeks and lips . has lash extensions . hair that reaches her waist .personality : she tends to be flirty , aloof , and borderling condescending at some points , but it's mostly just an act . she's very kind , childish and happy , although has lingering moments of sadness and has deep rooted paranoia .background : cw for cult ment (and in that , abuse , child labor , child abuse, murder) , gore , heavy religious mentions , human trafficking , etc .her full name is KATARINA YEONG , born and raised in america to two nameless parents that she's scrubbed from her memory ; as she was BORN AND RAISED in a religious cult , knowing NOTHING but working for the chosen one ; who claimed to be the righteous son of god . being in this cult meant that instead of having PROPER schooling , she was often times forced to do menial labor , and was subjected to sexual assault from the higher ups in the cult as a form of "REPENTANCE" . while her parents had been long since indoctrinated into it , something told katarina that something was SERIOUSLY wrong , especially since she was hardly ever allowed outside of the cult . her schooling consisted of menial labor , cleaning , cooking , etc . the only solace she had in the cult was her "older sister" , harley , an older woman who continually got beat for advocating for trying to get the children a formal education , an actual education . whenever she could , she'd teach katarina proper grammar , proper english , and the most basic math she could --- but even then , it was hard , since the OLDER SISTER herself barely knew it ; having joined the cult itself because of her now dead husband when she was 16 .harley was murdered by the "church" (read: cult's) elders when kat was eighteen , after finding out that she had been teaching "katarina" devil's scripture . she was beat to death , and katarina was forced to watch . it was with her now passed older sister's teachings and what had HAPPENED that she needed to leave --- that this wasn't normal . normal saviors wouldn't do this to their followers . they wouldn't abuse and beat them ( even if she didn't quite know the words for it ). she left with whatever she could take of harley's stash , which was nothing more than one hundred fifty dollars , a small dress , and a bible .she left as far as she could , taking a ticket out of state . she was taken under the wing by yet ANOTHER older sister figure --- who then taught her what it meant to be a sex worker . she started off small ; in the strip club ran by her "friend"'s boyfriend --- before realizing what was actually happening . nights of stripping and getting the MONEY she needed ... it lead to the boyfriend offering her to customers for a price , without KATARINA'S consent .( whatever you want with her . for three bands . )
and it continued to HAPPEN . she hated it . she hated every moment of it , but she couldn't do anything . he witheld most of her funds , gave her a place to STAY , gave her food ... it shouldn't come as a SURPRISE that he did this to a lot of runaways , at risk population .when she was 21 , she had confronted the boyfriend of her "friend" demanding he give her the money she was owed , and the rest of the girls he was trafficking . he refused , she kept pushing , and he attacked her ; but having been raised in an enviornment where she was ... essentially beaten , she lashed out , and eventually ended up beating him to death . she took the money she was owed , and gave the rest to the girls who had also been trafficked , and tried to leave the area ---
--- but a few days later , in her hotel room , when she finally got reprieve , she was arrested by a THIRTY FIVE YEAR OLD fbi agent for the " murder of KIM DO HYUNG " . it was then to be revealed that while it was self defense , she had killed a primary suspect and witness to a larger PROSITITUION and human trafficking ring that it had been a part of .he had a british accent ; said bloody a lot , leaving katarina to nickname the agent " blood " , which he didn't take kindly to . after interrogating her about what happened , he ... had a soft spot and an idea , so to say ; after hearing about the cult , and her experience , offered her a lesser sentence : come work her debt off with the FBI , and help them in taking down a larger crime syndicate that had heavy ties to prostution and human trafficking or serve a a near life sentence in jail .
she , with training , became one of the best agents they had seen . she easily adapted to the physical and psychological training ( although there is things to be said as to why --- considering she had very little education to begin with , that was a huge hurdle to cross , and something she still struggles with ) , and had been soft launched into the unit a mere three years later , at the age of 24 .currently , at age twenty nine , katarina still works for the FBI , but had been flexed into special operations for two years due to her strength , tactics and ruthlessness when taking down enemies ( known as reaper in the unit due to how fast she moves and how brutal she can be in killing her targets ). she's often times undercover as an escort in order to expose other trafficking rings , but she always has to have agent blood on close stand by , as there's been times when she's been close to beating some "clients" half to death . she has long since worked off her debt to the FBI , but for the first time , enjoys her work and what she does . she's not forced to do anything , and it's one of the choices she makes in her life now . it gives her a sense of control , and she loves her colleagues , especially agent blood ( his real name is carter but refuses to go by carter in front of her since she kept calling him blood awhile ago ) .personality wise , if not putting on the flirtatious , coy , act , she seems a bit cold and detatched , but she's very kind once you get to know her . a lot of things fly over her head , but she tries her best . especially when undercover , she can be a bit flirty , condescending , but generally , if not undercover ( and in most threads , she will be undercover ) , with someone she truly knows , or considers a friend , like agent blood , she's flirty , condescending and a bit ... still detached , as if afraid to get hurt again . if you were to know her while she was undercover versus after , and asked her , " well , what about the flirting ? you said you liked/loved me!" she'd just be like , " oh . i don't . sorry about that" and go back to whatever paper work she has .trivia :
- she currently has killed eight people while working with the task unit for taking down the trafficking rings , but there's a ... lot when she worked with special operatives . the only reason she stopped is because she got a call back from agent blood about taking down the old cult she was in .
- she still hasn't been able to take down the cult , but they're still investigating it .
she really likes white wine .
she's never fallen in love before , but it's not a priority for her . she's hypersexual due to past trauma , which especially helps when she's undercover , but she hasn't slept with any of her marks . (she has kissed marks before, but nothing past that) she has had flings with people in the beauru before , but hasn't had a relationship ever .
- she tends to be flirty in first interactions , because she treats almost everyone as a mark , but if she finds out that they're not useful to her , she tends to cold shoulder them , or stonewall them , as she believes they're useless and there's no reason to keep being kind to them . in the rare occasion she finds herself friends with someone , she will tend to be a little more softer , childish and teasing .
anything else ? not atm .

JAYLINA VALDEZ , an original character .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : jaylina valdez , jay
pronouns : she/her
age : 33
species : human
physicality : 5'5" , with an athletic build --- her work out routine becoming an integral part of her way to blow off steam and become stronger . she has dark red hair that's been dyed more times than she can count , but it's naturally very dark . dark brown eyes and a gentle smile , she's a mother that's hard to hate .personality : kind , gentle , very much like a mother , friendly , but tends to be crass , incredibly , almost explosively angry , violent and teasing at other times .background : cw for bullying, suicide, age gap relationships (if you squint), murder, child death etcborn and raised in west garfield park , chicago , jaylina ( jay ) valdez spent most of her life living below the poverty line , working a part time job to try and help her single mother and her older brother , who was in and out on drug charges or battery / robbery charges constantly . she knows it was to help their family , knows it , knows it , knows it , but the amount of times she had been caught in the cross fire of her brother's actions , especially when it came to gang related incidents . at age thirty two , she still has scars on her body from when she got caught in a shooting between her brother's gang and one of their rivals , leaving her near dead after a brutal amount of surgery . the incidents with violence , and the amount of heartbreak her brother put her and her mother through made her thoroughly swear off his world .she spent most of her free time in school , although her safety was always an issue ; as being someone who buried herself in books and her studies , she became an easy target to those who viewed her to anything close to different . she endured so much , physical and emotional abuse from her peers , but she persevered through because she loved her mother and wanted to persevere for her , knowing that she was a big financial backbone for the household .when she was in senior year of high school , she fell in love with a boy who was a freshman in college . he was everything she wanted , and she was damn near obsessed with him --- and do anything for him . the actual relationship wasn't much of a relationship , more her just doing whatever the college student asked of her , and when he was about to take her virginity , a bunch of the people who had bullied her in high school took pictures of her in lingerie and laughed and guffawed at jaylina until she was bawling her eyes out and she left . the college student having been the older brother of one of the ring leaders of the bullies who bullied her . and yet , she prevailed . she clawed at herself at seeing the spread of the photos around the social circles of her school , she hated it . she still has the scars on her wrists and arms from her poor coping mechanisms for what was happening to her .jaylina , irregardless , prevailed , and still tried to continue her senior year of high school . between school , applying to college , and working a part time job , but made the poor mistake of falling in love with one of the customers at her work as a barista --- a blonde pour over with a singular shot of espresso , two raw sugars and a bit of cream . she only knew him as his order , he'd come ever night right before they closed , leaving her always to serve him . even as a barista , she still had a tendency to be incredibly cold due to what was occuring in school . but he always tried , always tried to talk to her , and they turned into teasing friends ( him about his painfully expensive car ) --- and she found herself looking more and more forward to hanging out with him .sam was an older man who she never bothered to ask the age of --- because he was the only thing she could cling to as happiness , which she knew , she knew she should've asked about it --- but between home and work and school , she found herself , once again obsessing and finding him to be someone she considered home . they started dating , and she when she was 18 , she got pregnant with her son , aaron - joseph , aj for short .she couldn't find him two weeks after the birth of aj . every trace of him was gone from her life , leaving her to take care of a son while attending college and trying to work part time and be a mother . she was studying chemistry and psychology , although it should be noted while she was attending , she did have scholarships due to academic success , but she still continued to work as she wanted to apply to med school , and wanted to save up for that and provide for her mother and brother all the while ; even though she lived on campus .she didn't have much time for dating when she was in college , mostly because she had more attention and focus on her baby . she made multiple attempts to try and reach out to the father of her child , but most lead to dead ends , leaving her alone to raise her baby . she was one of the most protective and loving mother , still trying to spend time with her son . they were incredibly close , and spent a lot of time with him , and when she couldn't spend time with him because she was on a clinical rotation , or working her part time job , she often times let her son be taken care of by her mother .jaylina's brother died in a gang related incident on her first day as an intern at a hospital , leaving her the sole provider of her mother and aj . its at this moment she decides to take as much money that she had saved up in order to move her son and her mother out of the neighborhood , in order to keep them safe from what had happened ; and swoire off any crime/violence and hating what her brother had gotten into .they moved into a suburb of chicago ; evanston , where they still lived under the poverty line but they felt semi safer and had no previous ties to her brother's activities . she continued to work towards being a pediatric doctor , and while she had not gone to any prestigious schools , people marvelled in the hospital and through the network about her skills .her son and her continued to be close to each other , but he didn't tell her everything , even though jaylina will insist that he did . it was only night , one night after a "long soccer practice, so don't pick me up" that she leafed through his diary and online messaging items to find out he was being just as cruelly and physically and violently bullied like she had been when she was in school --- to the point where it made her blood boil . they had made him a target because jaylina was so young and even though they were now living in a new , safer neighborhood / city , he still had older clothes and still had reduced fare and financial assistance from the school . they forced him to do horrendous things --- even to the point of forcing him to write a suicide letter ; but aj never told his mom because he loved her and didn't want to worry .when she saw her son's location at the top of a bridge at night above the highway , she had just gotten there in time to find out that the children had forced him to jump in order for them to not release the photos that had been taken of her when she was 18 to her work , which she swore had scrubbed of the internet , but he didn't want his mom to get hurt . when she got there , his legs were broken and mangled beyond compare , and when she took off running down to go grab him --- he was hit by a truck that couldn't slow down and didn't see him in the middle of the night .even still , she prevailed , although it all fell apart when her ex , and aj's father attempted to get into contact with her --- detailling the reasoning as to what also made her son a target : his status as a head in a major crime syndicate network , and he wanted to get her tucked under his wing , because he is still very much in love with her --- but he left because he thought that would be the best way to keep the love of his life safe as well as his son . his enemies unfortunately still found them , and sent their kids after aj and were working on jaylina and her mother after --- but this sent jaylina into a frenzy , in which she nearly killed her ex for letting their son get killed because he couldn't just tell her the truth . ( going to the police did nothing , as they were bought off , despite the surmounting evidence in her son's diary entries )mysteriously after aj's death , other children at his school began to disappear , with their bodies showing up in different distressed states , leading people to at first believe it were suicides / mass suicides , until one of the students who had bullied aj turned up with a bludgeoned skull , although , jaylina , none the wiser , will still comfort the parents of the children who had so unfortunately passed , as if unaware of their true intentions with her or her now passed aj .jaylina was in fact behind those kills --- but the entirety of the ring who pushed her son to that aren't all dead and neither are their parents --- although some have said they've gone missing . she now currently lives in a penthouse in downtown chicago owned by her ex boyfriend , with her mother up in wisconsin in a small nursing home that the best money can buy --- and in theory jaylina is safe , under her ex's money , although it's hard to say where her feelings for him lie . she currently works as chief of pediatric surgery and moonlights as a hitman for her ex as well as the highest bidder .trivia :
-her degrees is actually what comes out a lot in her killings and help assist in what to do in order to kill whichever is her mark
-she's "friends" with katarina . katarina has her as a mark , and jaylina keeps katarina close because she has a feeling about her --- but they do enjoy each other's company , when it's genuinely just them hanging out for no reason other than to hang out with each other .
- she'll claim that she kills for the money in order to provide and pay her ex back , but her ex doesn't accept any money --- as he's still in love with jaylina . only him and know she's doing these hits and killings on her own volition .
she's prone to doing drugs . a lot .
- after aj died , she had a long string of sleeping around , but mostly with women .
she has had her tubes tied because she never ever wants another kid again , because she says she'll forever grieve aj .
anything else ? not atm .

AIKO ISHIKAWA , an original character with basis in HAIKYUU.

name , including nicknames and preferred names : aiko ishikawa , ishikawa with formailities is preferred
pronouns : she / they
sexuality : not you bro stop trying
age : 16 ( verse dependent )
species : human
physicality : 5'0" . long , light colored hair . scarring from father's "training" . golden , light brown eyes .personality : cold , awkward , and somewhat aloof , people often call her the ice princess. she struggles to connect with others , and often times tells people what they want to hear because she wants them to shut up . a lot of social cues go over her head , and she doesn't find a lot of bonding activities or hanging out with others fun . she's a loner , and likes it that way . ( she thinks )background : cw for abuse , self harm , suicide, murder, alcoholism( you think it all begins when you find mom on the floor , and she won’t wake up , not at all . and then dad gets worse , much much WORSE , you didn’t think it could be any worse than it already was , but it does , because he leads and raises you with HAND instead of kindness . you’ve never really had much interest in VOLLEYBALL , but dad does , and who were you to go against what he said ? and then you enter high school . it’s supposed to be revolutionary for you , having been scouted by only the best of the best . but all you really feel is … alone . )aiko ishikawa grew up in a single parent home with her father , who had coached volleyball at a prestigious university , which was no surprise since he played on the nekoma team in high school when they went to nationals . he had ended up quitting for a portion of time coaching when his wife was killed ( her mother ) . however , he longed for his daughter to have the same love for volleyball as he did . and she did . however , she wanted to play wing spiker , she wanted to be the ace of whatever team she went to — but it was quickly shot down by her father . she couldn’t be a spiker with her height , even as a child , especially with the projected growth rate she got at the doctor’s.devastated at hearing the news , aiko had no real interest in playing volleyball , but her father still did , and trained and trained her through vigorous training that was abusive throughout her childhood and made her a libero. her father struggled and still does with a drinking problem and often still exchanges blows with her , physical and on the court ; hoping for her to be scouted out but still not being able to let go of his control on her . there are some days where she’s afraid to even come home — but that’s nothing new. she hated it at first , but never wanted to fail to impress her father , and she was good at it . however reluctant she was to play libero , she had been grounded for good . no more spiking for her . as she approaches high school , she’s made terms with the idea , but still has a little bit of jealousy for those who get to spike.even as a kid , she had trouble becoming friends with others . it seemed too exhausting to her — to make friendships that wouldn’t last , or that were based on materialistic things , or with people who were interesting — so she actively avoided it . she didn’t find herself interesting , so why would anyone else? never bullied , she did have several people try and be friends with her to no avail , she only really seemed to talk to her volleyball team — but even then they only were acquaintances at most .enter high school . she struggles with public speaking and does best in one on one conversations , but it’s not a very high bar to begin with . she keeps her mouth shut most days , especially since most people wouldn’t want to hear what she really wants to say , which might come off as rude or blunt . she keeps to herself , and always places in the top 5 in her grade . it’s a lonely life , and she … really wants friends but doesn’t know exactly how to make them , or more over , how to make herself make them . she knows how to be “nice” but not how to “connect” with others , leaving her isolated , and alone .
she wears jersey number 9 for seijou's girl's team.trivia :
- she was made a poster child for suicide awareness in her second year of hs after her attempt , and was borderling mute during that time
- has a large penchant for milk bread and green tea
- hates most of the boy's team at seijou
- always is the top of the year's class in terms of gradesanything else ? more information on aiko can be found here, on her old google doc.

YUA SUZUMOTO , an original character with basis in HAIKYUU .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : yua suzumoto , but prefers yua - chan or suzu - chan .
pronouns : she / her
sexuality : closeted lesbian
age : 18
species : human
physicality : 6'0" . lanky , dark , long hair , and dark brown eyes . constantly chapped lips . slim .personality : flirty , kind , and a bit of a teasing bitch to those she loves , she very much tends to lean into the mom friend trope . often times she finds herself flirting with men she has no interest in . she's protective of her family , and those she loves . very supportive .background :
cw homophobia , neglect , drug use and gambling
you’re not sure when it started one hundred percent . but mom and dad have always been out and about , so it’s just YOU and aito and nana , all you guys . it’s hard to explain to teachers why the fourteen year old counterpart to their students are there instead of the parents , but you brush it off . sneak money out of their wallets when you can , when they’re half way dead on the floor or on the couch , and you learn . you adapt .you try out for volleyball in high school , as it’s the one reprieve you’ve had between work and taking care of the kids , and you’re good . you work , you work , work until you’re the best you can be , and keep working at it — with your time constraints that you can . your second family is your team , and when you take care of them too . it’s in your nature . your weeks go like SCHOOL , PRACTICE , PICK UP KIDS , SCHOOL , WORK , PICK UP KIDS , PRACTICE , SCHOOL , PRACTICE , PICK UP KIDS , WORK , and you try not to let it wear down on you . people need you . that’s okay . you’re used to it .and it’s fun , to flirt and laugh with these boys who mean nothing , be kind , kinder , kindest to all the pretty girls , and it’s all fun and games until second YEAR : mama comes in screaming at you for sleeping in the same bed as your captain , the one who was too tired to walk across the city back to her place , says cruel , untrue things about you , and almost damn near wakes up the kids . you don’t sleep that night , nor the next , and it shows . you most nearly quit volleyball .most.but you don’t . you don’t . you like volleyball too much , and you like your team too much . and so , life continues , and when you become TEAM CAPTAIN , you smile real big at the former captain , and feel your heart skip a beat at the look of pride that crosses her face — oh shit .it’s a private victory , anyways . that night , you pick up the kids , walk home , and begin dinner . no sight of mom or dad for days , but what’s really new ? when they ask why you look so down after just being named team captain , you don’t have the heart to tell them you fell in love with a girl who’s going to college in korea .she wears jersey number eleven .trivia :
- aiko is the only one who knows she's a lesbian.
- she works two part time jobs , a barista and a waitress in order to support her kids
- she's an average student
- she gives really good hugs.anything else ? more info on yua can be found here on her old google doc.

MARINA ADAMS , an original character with SUPERNATURAL ELEMENTS .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : marina adams, but prefers mari to those she's close with
pronouns : she/they/he
sexuality : bisexual with a heavy lean towards men.
age : looks to be around 22, died when she was 19.
species : angel
physicality : 4'11", long dark brown hair
skills, powers, etc : marina , like most angels , have the usual healing powers , warm aura , flying , persuasive voice , and their choice of angelic weapons . aside from their angel abilities , she’s incredibly empathetic , even more so than most angels , and has a special kind of adoration for humanity . she’s incredibly good at baking .personality : naive, a little clumsy, and tends to want to be everyone's friend. cannot handle confrontation well, and is a terrible liar. she's a little bit of a wallflower until you get her talking; and then she will not shut up ( this might having been due to her having a period of being selectively mute in her earlier years before high school ). has attachment issues, and will follow people around like a lost puppy if you let her.background : cw neglect , toxic relationships & suicideyou know the rules. guardian angels aren’t supposed to fall in love with their subjects. it’s on the big list of taboos, especially when making contact with the human , but you’ve never been an stellar example for someone who follows the rules.you’re assigned to marina adams when she’s fifteen . you’re the same age as her , relatively , you think , if you had been alive at the time . it’s an IN HOUSE assignment , so when you befriend her , it’s strictly for the job . but you get why people like her . she’s kind . painfully , sweet tooth kind , and you’ve tried to prevent her from getting walked all over several times , but you can’t stop it . not all the time . but you try .
she holds your hands in the hallway and makes you smile all the time , and you almost forget what it’s like for her when she gets home . ( there’s nothing . nothing at all . empty house , empty mother , blank walls and barely a crumb in the fridge ) so you try not to think about it . you try not to think about it , and fill the small empty time that she has when she’s not with friends with you . and you think about this . and you do this for years to come , until she’s nineteen , and confesses she’s in love with you .and you’re so fucking in love with her it hurts .but you can’t be . you know it . so you tell her you don’t . tell her you don’t love her . you tell yourself that until it’s branded into your brain and then some , and when she starts dating some older , cooler guy , you don’t say anything . you lose sight of herself and yourself — your job . your duty to her . because you’re angry , and bitter that she didn’t choose you . even though she couldn’t . even though you wouldn’t let her . so you’re blind to it all . going home to nothing . the bruises from the man who claimed to love her , the tears she cried all alone in the dark , the passing of her mother , everything . you’re so bitter and angry that when she’s killed herself —— you never see it coming .and you beg . stupid boy in love , you beg for her to have what she’s always deserved , don’t send her away , please don’t send her away . she deserves this more than you . she always has .YOUR NAME is marina adams . you’re an angel , and have been so for as long as you can remember . you don’t remember how or why you became one , but you can’t say that you’re upset about it . you’ve been here for thousands of years — or maybe just one . time doesn’t really matter to you . you don’t really have a family , although corporate will try and tell you that you’re all family here , and you have this deep sense of longing for something you can’t describe . you don’t remember much from your past life , but you’re sure that HQ will give it to you soon enough .
rumour mill has it that you’re not exactly normal , speaks of extraordinary circumstances , about the boy who was in love with you —— but you ignore it . you’ve never been one much for gossip anyways .trivia :
- loves baking
- when moonlighting as a human, she looks to be a bakery owner, although it's unsure if she owns it or works for someone else. lives above the bakery in a one bedroom apartment.
- when she first was an angel, she befriended silas, and eventually fell in love with her, before realizing silas was torturing other angels, etc.
- is in "college" but doesn't have a clear goal or major.
- she has very vague flashbacks of her life, and what happened to her, but they're never really concise or even that of discernable to make sense
- she likes holding hands with everyone
- indulges in human romance novels

SILAS RUSH , an original character with SUPERNATURAL ELEMENTS .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : silas rush, but let's people close to them call them si (sigh)
pronouns : they/he/she
sexuality : anyone
age : immortalized at 25, although they died when they were 18
species : seraphim
physicality : 6'0" , long , darkbrown hair , always wearing lipstick and has acrylic nails/long nails on. long scar running along/down their left eye. always wears heels. slender build, and often found wearing tight body con dresses. perfect makeup, almost always.
skills, powers, etc : silas , like most angels , have the usual healing powers , warm aura , flying , persuasive voice , and their choice of angelic weapons . however , they also have a few demon made weapons on them that they are trained to use for the sole purpose of punishing higher up angels . they have the ability to project memories , record voices (like a tape machine) , increased strength , speed , stamina . knows literally every single language there is to know . gets a pass from Him to act on His behalf . aside from their angel abilities , they know their way around a nail salon and often end up doing their own nails — acrylics and such. they lack a certain amount of emotional intelligence , but have a deep fascination for history and the wars that have taken place on the earth .personality : fundamentally , silas seems to lack empathy — but they choose to not act upon it , and instead squish it down . a sadist at heart , as brought about by their death , they very rarely find themselves being truly kind to others or acting upon feelings of empathy , finding their own self interest in seeing despair or pain on their features more interesting than that . it also has to do with a certain feature they asked God to put into them — much like the vampire diaries , their empathy switch has been turned off , if not completely , almost . they're overly flirty, and each word tends to have a double entendre in it, but they don't actually care for the people they flirt with, and use it as a means to get to an end. condescending, rude, and loud when faced in a situation to show their true colors with no respect for others. the only person they seem to have respect for is God.background : cw for torture, arson, abuse, hygiene, arson, mass murderyou were born to two faceless humans back then , in a small village that no longer exists . a small farming village , spread amongst their own wealth and lived and breathed each other in the happiness . there was nothing but smiles and happiness , and more happiness and love . a utopia . heaven .to everyone .then there’s you. you remember the smell of wet mold and cement, or is it clay? floors beneath you, and you shit, eat, pee, and sleep in your food and vomit. you don’t know if you can see anymore, and you don’t know if you care. everyday there’s a new one , a new person , or an old one , and they have at you in anyway they desire . suffering and despair implanted in you , you were born to make the others happy , however they see fit , and you know nothing outside of it. you know nothing. you see nothing. you are nothing.you are a tool.you bleed until you cannot anymore. you cry until you cannot anymore. you don’t know where you begin and where your waste begins, as if you’ve molded into each other into one. you don’t know what a shower is. you barely know spanish. you barely know english. you know your name. SILAS, they repeat, revere you like a god until you are black and blue, with whatever they choose to do to you today. Silas.( they are saying silence, you foolish child. stay silent. they do not wish to hear your pain. your despair. your namesake is based ‘pon which you scrub from your arms and legs every night, even if there’s nothing there. not anymore. it’s an odd sense of reclamation, to take back the name and speak it louder than they’d ever want you to speak. )and you cry , and you pray. fundamentally , you don’t know if there’s a god , or what a god is , but you pray for someone to come help you —
—and she does. she helps you. you are close. so so close to giving up, and she gives you the okay, so you do.you let go.the flames of the town burn bright into the night sky , screams of despair in the air ringing up towards the sky until they are nothing more than the flecks of ashes that fly in the sky and the bones that settle imprints into what’s left of the houses. it’s a symphony of misery, and they burn bright, burn loud, and you relish in it from your tiny cell, your tiny home of food, waste, shit, piss and vomit and you cry tears of joy. you are free.you do not know what free means. but for the first time in your life, you are free. so the fire rages on, and you sleep, go gently into that good night, and when you wake up —
YOU’VE BEEN REBORN.
they didn’t think you could do it, but she did. she always thought you could do it.and you’re better now. she trusts you to do what the others couldn’t, treats you like a GOD for not falling to the temptation of down below, and your peers fear your name. the punisher , they call you . the sadist . the angel with a god complex.trivia :
-on earth they currently moonlight as a teacher's assistant for a chemistry class and is a grad student currently pursuing a Phd in pharmeseutical sciences, although it should be noted they know all of the course content already due to them being on earth for centuries before universities even existed --- and having done this (amongst other courses) in their existence.
- constantly switching between different pronouns for God, but they're the only known direct contact to God.
- they think humans are one of the most stupidest creatures God had created; but they'll still go out clubbing almost every night.

HYUN KIM , an original character with SUPERNATURAL ELEMENTS .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : hyun kim
pronouns : he / they
sexuality : bisexual with a heavy lean towards men.
age : 22
species : banshee ( altered vers )
physicality : 6'2" , lanky , dark black hair that still needs to be cut and falls over his eyes at times . has lots of scars from the accident . always seems to be smirking about something . slight hunch .personality : crude and irritable , hyun tends to be standoffish even if just to keep others away from him . he used to be very soft , very much a pretty boy , but after the accident , he sees that others viewed him just as a pretty face and often times saw him as dumb --- so he decided to stop being nice to people who viewed him only as a pretty face , and it merged into a protection tactic for himself.background : cw for bullying , vehicular accident , deathyou do not remember your birth parents , but have no want or need to go back to search for them . your life , with your family has been nothing short of AMAZING , and you do not have any intentions of leaving .it’s easier to ignore the whispers of the people at school ; when they say YOU’RE A PRETTY BOY , you ignore it , mostly because yes , you are in fact , just the slightest bit pretty . nothing to be ashamed of , you think . instead , you keep to yourself , you play your piano , and you continue on with your dream to be a lawyer — wouldn’t that be cool ? to grow up and be just like DAD?
you have your small group of friends , a mix of music kid nerds and some kids on the soccer team and volleyball team , and some girls in the drama club . you don’t know if you’ll stay in touch with them after high school ends , but you know you wouldn’t mind it terribly if you did .AND THEN YOU MEET HIM . he’s cool . dashingly handsome , a year older than you , already a first year in university with a motorcycle to boot , and he’s the first for everything . first BOYFRIEND . first love . first KISS . first person that you bring home to your parents , first , OH MY GOD , HYUN , BABY , IS THIS HIM? , and you start dreaming about marriage . you think you’d look good with a pink bouquet of roses — but you’ve always been a hopeless romantic . he even gets past your brother , and you’re convinced he doesn’t like anyone but you , but he does .
and he takes you on his motorcycle for rides down the beaten path , and you think nothing of it , think it normal . it BECOMES routine .
but then it stops . it all stops , it stops , it stops , it stops , IT STOPS . you’re not wearing one of those FANCY LEATHER JACKETS he is , but at least you have a helmet when it spins out of control on a hot , rainy summer night , and you don’t remember much , just pain , pain , pain , and he’s crying , and you’re crying , and he's crying , and you can’t make it STOP , so you don’t , and let the rain beat on the two of you . you pass out when the paramedics arrive .and he’s not THERE when you wake up . he’s not there , nowhere to be found , can't contact him , not even at university , not anywhere , and you feel nothing short of broken and bruised and ripped up , and none of your FRIENDS , none of them visit you . none of them do it .
it’s just you and your family . they’re happy you’re still alive , and without HIM , you suddenly feel — less than . you’re alone . it’s just you .
and this … this tugging feeling .but you ignore it , at first . PT gets better . the whispers at school stop , or maybe you’ve gotten better at ignoring it ; the kids stopped shoving you down the stairs when you got the cane out , and YOUR DREAM SCHOOL was still more than happy to accept you , even put accommodations for you in your dorm .you make new friends . they’re not the same . they look different . or they don’t . you can’t really tell anymore , and everything is starting to feel more and more numb as the days pass on , but you don’t tell anyone .BUT THE TUGGING PERSISTS . in the car ride to pt . at the desk outside of a managing partner’s office . in class . in your dorm . it tugs , and tugs , and tugs , and when you FOLLOW it for the first time , it gets stronger . gets easier to follow . like you’re in a trance .
when you arrive outside the house of some old woman , you’re not sure what to do . she's frail , can barely see , just like you , but still greets you like an old friend . she smiles and greets you like an old friend and laughs , and sits down with you on the couch , but you don’t have the heart to tell her that you’re not her GRANDSON . she thinks you are , but you’re not . you don’t tell her that . you won’t ever tell her that . you have tea , you laugh , and put on soapy dramas for her to fall asleep to .and it becomes a normal thing , this tugging , and she SHOWS you more things , more things , like these large tarot cards that are holographic and are easy to fit into your hands , and she makes you feel like you’re at home . it’s hard to fit her in between school , work and physical therapy , but you make it work .but one day it doesn’t . YOU GO to her house , stocked with the tarot deck she gave you , and the paramedics are already wheeling her out in those UGLY BODY bags , like the ones they have at mom’s work , and you feel your heart drop into your stomach . you kneel in front of her front step , and just sit there . you don’t know how long you sit there for , but you sit there . silent . unmoving . you only move when the paramedic takes you away .
but you noticed that it stopped . the tugging .it resumes and gets worse when you get to the HOSPITAL , you notice , this tugging feeling , taking you to some little boy’s room , who has all this machines hooked up to him , struggling to breathe , and he looks at you like you’re an angel . he smiles , and gives you a wave , and when you leave , you swear you hear him flatlining .
and that’s when the tugging stops again .it’s not hard to put two and two together — but you keep it to yourself , this time . you keep it to yourself . you … keep to yourself , now . you ignore the tugging , if you can .it’s not like you can stop their deaths , anyways .trivia :
-touch typist
-excellent piano player , winner of several national competitions . used to be a speed reader
-incredibly good at arguing
-tarot card readings are often done for fun , but his tend to be incredibly accurate .
anything else ? more can be found on hyun's old google doc.

EIGHT , an original character with SUPERNATURAL ELEMENTS .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : ethan shin ( legalized 1958 ), previously ethan king, solely goes by eight
pronouns : he/him
sexuality : bisexual
age : 21
species : immortal ; incarnation of death card from the major arcana . born in 1938, which gives way to his nickname, eight.
physicality : 6'4" , long , brown hair , presumably lightened with bleach. athletic build, and most often found in black slacks and a sweater , or collared shirt , or both . has a long scar running down his spine from an accident he can't remember anymore ; as well as old self harm & suicide attempt scars on his wrists / forearms.personality : eight is best described as always someone you can be comfortable with ; a social blender , if albeit a bit awkward due to his quietness at times. very much like a great dane dog personality, he cares a tad too much about people, and is much like a gentle giant. he can be reserved, and a bit lonely, given the nature of who he is, but he's not an inherently mean, or cruel personbackground : cw for suicide attempts, implied racism, alcohol abuseethan king was born to two korean immigrants in naperville, illinois, being born with the last name king instead of the family name of wang, given with worries that the young boy might face descrimination based on the name alone ; which he changed recently , if only to feel closer to his now passed parents . his parents and him had never been close until he was a bit older , and in college . when growing up , he had spent most of his time resenting his parents for continously making him attend church , refusing to let him participate in other activities that his peers could . he ended up with a love hate relationship with his parents , desparately trying to understand them , and the reasons they did what they did, and hating them for not letting him be a normal kid.he had gone to college for mechanical engineering when he was 18 on a full ride , much to his and his own parent's delight & the distance not only helped him realize how much his parents did for him but also how much he missed what they did for him and how they'd take care of him . visiting home and coming home often , coming to learn and love his parents, his parents learning to let him go and love him and treat him as an equal .and then he turned 21 . his parents and him had gotten into an awful fight he can't even recall now , but it left eight to drink himself into a near coma , and his parents had come to his college to pray , and pray , and beg for god to give them their son back . and he did . he came back . he came back . not sure what had happened to him , not really , but he swore to his parents that he'd never do anything like that again . and for a while , life was good . he graduated , went to work , visited his parents when he could , and got complimented on his skin and how young he looked for 23... 25... 28... and he relished in it .it was christmas eve that he had last seen his parents --- a mama's boy at heart, through and through, although he still intended on getting home to his currently girlfriend at the time . a conversation ensued , where they talked about him , about them , and how proud they were to have raised a son like him . he kissed his parents goodbye , and told them not to miss him too much , and they gave him a knowing smile and said they wouldn't , since he'd be back soon for new years . " a new year , new you , ethan! "he didn't see his parents after that . both passed away in their sleep . it wasn't too long after that did he realize that almost all of his friends started to look significantly older than him , that his doctor confirmed his good health, almost too healthy for what would be an almost 30 year old, still almost like a fresh 21 year old . and everyone around him seemed to keep getting older , seemed to keep dying , seemed to keep dying after he had talked with them , and he was only getting healthier and everyone he loved was slowly reaching their 40's and 50's .the worst of it all --- he had seen them . his friends , his family , his lovers , helped them through the most unstable times of their lives that he could to the best of his ability , and ... they would just forget . he would come back days later , or years , or months , and the absent looks on their face when he reminded them who he was was something he could never erase from his brain , irregardless of how long since it had been since they last spoke . they never heard of someone called "ethan shin" unable to cope --- eight had multiple attempts of trying to end his life ; but he would simply wake up in the bathtub he had been in with healed over scars like they had been there since he was a kid .and he's kind of condemned himself to being this grim reaper esque kind of person --- the person who brings finality to people, whether it be death, or , as displayed in friendships , lovers and family , in whatever time of trouble they have . it's prevented him from having any sort of ... real connection with anyone , but he's gotten used to it , even okay with it . at least , that's what he tells himself .trivia :
-he's met ghosts of his parents, and of a few others before, although he doesn't get to talk to them , or speak much of anything . his parents saw him , and recognized him , but none of the three parties could say anything .
-has the ability to wipe the memories of people he's met with / known --- as he's more of a guardian ; an intermediary than anything else , and not supposed to be a major factor . just a sign , and maybe some help to whoever's life he appears in that something is coming to an end .
-currently works as a cybersecurity IT head at a major firm in new york which allows him to work from home .
- he doesn't have a lot of close interpersonal relationships , and makes it a point not to get close to anyone , with a vain hope of trying to stop having to do what he's doing . every single relationship he's had has ended in them dying or forgetting who he is , and he doesn't want that to happen to someone he truly cares about --- so he can come off as cold , or maybe aloof .anything else ? closes the last cycle of your life , appears during tough times in your life to help you through, before leaving forever ; much like an indication of a death card can mean recogning something does not serve you anymore, and getting rid of it.